Feeling Tired, a Little Lost and Deflated!

Published 12/05/2016 by inspiringyourspirit

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My Dear Friends,

I’m not sure about you but these days I’m feeling very tired, a little lost and somewhat deflated and I have no idea why!

Over this past year or so I have dedicated my time to my own spiritual journey of self-discovery, I have connected with my channel, opened my channel pillar, connected with my previous lives, called in my aspects, settled old Karmic ties contracts and belief systems, dealt with many; many things that have held me back from reaching my full potential, and ,once again found and really connected with my own group heart, surrounded myself with and channels the teachings and codes from many Ascended Masters, Angels, Arch Angels, spiritual guides all whilst finding and really connecting with my higher selves and Divine Self…….Fantastic, yes!…..Amazing and uplifting experiences, yes!…..But now what?

Fantastic, yes!…..Amazing and uplifting experiences, yes!…..But now what?

Amazing and uplifting experiences, yes!…..But now what?

But now what?…….

Whilst I was going through this process, words came to me so easily, I could place my hands on my keyboard, close my eyes and my fingers would do the talking, words would appear on my laptop screen and I would be amazed at what I read at the end, I found myself connected to many projects, opened my heart fully to everyone and everything that needed my help. However, since I finished this process, I now feel lost, words are hard to find and I really feel tired and lethargic, somewhat at a loss with my humble human life and existence….!

Why?

I think the answer is I’m integrating all that I have experienced, the codes, the languages, the energies and the frequencies I received during the year-long process are now being absorbed, finding their place in my physical form, allowing the information to connect with and to my human experience in this lifetime, and like a library book having codes associated with the process, the teachings and content of the learnings tagged on the cover for storage in my mind and ease of use when the need arises in the future!….

I really need to take this time for this process to happen fully, even though I’m desperately wanting to move forward to my next challenge, I want to re-connect to my higher selves, my divine self and all these wonderful masters and guides that have been with me for this past year, to once again sit amongst their presence, to feel their energies, to absorb their knowledge and to put this knowledge and learning to good use here in this lifetime…But as I was told by Saint Germain, “Dear One, all will come to you in the fullness of time, there is no time, time is but a word used bu Hu-manity,Β so do not place your learnings on what you call ‘time’, you are a healer, you always have been a healer and this lifetime is now once again connecting so you can continue your learning and connect with the knowledge that your collective group heart is here to make manifest and bestow on this earth and for the benefit of humanity. Dear One, clear your mind of all its

………But as I was told by Saint Germain,……. “Dear One, all will come to you in the fullness of time, there is no time, time is but a word used by Humanity, so do not place your learnings on what you call ‘time’, you are a healer, you have always been a healer, and through this lifetime you are now blessed once again with the openness to re- connect with the knowledge and healing libraries within the many dimensions of all space and time; so that you can continue your learning and connect with the knowledge that your collective group heart is here to make manifest and bestow upon this earth, and for the benefit of humanity. Dear One clear your mind of all its obstacles, be at peace with yourself, open your heart to receive the light, the codes, the learning and the messages that are waiting for you, allow for this knowledge to enter into your light stream and ground this knowledge deep into Mother Earth, make it manifest and share it with all that come forth to you”.

So my dear friends, here I am, feeling tired, a little lost and a little deflated but I know all will come good, I am still on my journey and I’m willing to be of service to mankind as is meant to be!

Namaste, with Love

Always

Mark

 

 

7 comments on “Feeling Tired, a Little Lost and Deflated!

  • Mark I can totally relate to your message here. When we get so “high” in spirit and feel so connected and activated it’s hard when as you say here “I think the answer is I’m integrating all that I have experienced, the codes, the languages, the energies and the frequencies I received during the year-long process are now being absorbed,” happens — since we are flesh and blood beings with “parameters” and frustrating limitations of our humanness, we have to have an ebb and flow so we don’t literally float away….it’s important to stay grounded in these things. I would suggest a nice bit of time outside without shoes and socks and may be some of your favorite music. As is above is below and so it must be in between. Thank you for sharing your journey.

    • Thank you saymber, πŸ™‚ time outside without shoes and socks, a thought i will hold in my heart my friend, not so easy to achieve in a concrete city like Shanghai, but I know and love your meaning πŸ™‚ Namaste, with love, Mark

      • Any patch of Earth will do the trick my friend! I know this is silly but I can see you standing in a large potted plant hehe! I enjoy reading about your journey of spirituality and growth and can really relate. Have a lovely weekend. If you do find a patch of earth….you know you have to take a picture and post it for us! πŸ™‚

  • Dear Mark, as Germain says Time is a fabrication dependant on the orbit of the Earth round the sun and man, who created this illusion, has sadly given it a value and so we all feel the we must be governed by it! You must have wanted your connections to manifest, but as I see it your quest is here on this Planet Earth and your mission is to mankind. Many have shut themselves away in monasteries, caves and convents for years at a time only to emerge spaced out, lost and tired. Rest assured that the channel will open as and when you need guidance and help wherever you are and whoever you are with. So be at peace my brother reemerge into the world where your true purpose lies. Much love and blessings, David.

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